I am not irritated....

Why ask this question??? Irritation/anger these are not emotions that I know when it comes to you! I only wish you the best and the greatest happiness in life. Did I scream it out loud when I heard from you about the good news from you, no I did not. A very wise man told me today about how he practices attachment with detachment, it was great to hear. I quickly realised I could never practice that in life. I carry my heart on my sleeve and my actions are a mirror of my emotions. I don't know what upset me, I suppose it was just a silly expectation I had that since both he (you know who) and I were a common link to the two of you, you guys would tell us. Not trying to make a big deal out of it, but just trying to be honest that's all. I know this is how you are and would never come running telling me everything at the first instance. I just went back to being a 10 year old. What else can I say. I know you still haven't called me not because you don't want to but because it hasn't occurred but somewhere I was hoping you would. Somewhere I was hoping both you would, just to see if I was okay and not mad at you both. Am I seeking attention, yes, if I can't tell you what is in my heart, who else can I say it to? I love you soooo much!!!!!! That will never change no matter what!!!!!!!