The itch....
I just realised that in the last 10 years I have never really stayed in one place for too long. Yes college was 5 years. But even there every 3 or 4 months I moved around in the pretext of vacation or internships. Post College moved home to work only to leave to foreign shores in 24 months, only to leave foreign shores in 12 months and 6 days of moving there. Within that moved two states and saw many cities. Since moving back home, I moved from home town another smaller city, only to leave that place in 4 months. Now live in a different city and its 18 months since I moved here. I can feel the itch now to move again. But don’t know where to and what to do. I have only known one thing and that is the law that has kept me going all these years. Not sure now how long I can sustain my interest in this. Somehow there is something in me that is screaming for change of air, don’t know if I should take that as a sign or just ignore and get on with life. I know my story isn’t unique and know a lot of friends who have moved around similarly if not more. I am just writing this partly hoping writing it down will take me somewhere give me some clarity. A sense of boredom has settled with my life. I am not ready for the monotony that life has to offer I suppose. My job which until recently I quite liked is getting to me, making me complacent and is quite boring. I have never been one to put up with something for long. I have done things only because I wanted to and I enjoyed doing the same. So where is it going to be , my next stop????? I wonder...
I just realised that in the last 10 years I have never really stayed in one place for too long. Yes college was 5 years. But even there every 3 or 4 months I moved around in the pretext of vacation or internships. Post College moved home to work only to leave to foreign shores in 24 months, only to leave foreign shores in 12 months and 6 days of moving there. Within that moved two states and saw many cities. Since moving back home, I moved from home town another smaller city, only to leave that place in 4 months. Now live in a different city and its 18 months since I moved here. I can feel the itch now to move again. But don’t know where to and what to do. I have only known one thing and that is the law that has kept me going all these years. Not sure now how long I can sustain my interest in this. Somehow there is something in me that is screaming for change of air, don’t know if I should take that as a sign or just ignore and get on with life. I know my story isn’t unique and know a lot of friends who have moved around similarly if not more. I am just writing this partly hoping writing it down will take me somewhere give me some clarity. A sense of boredom has settled with my life. I am not ready for the monotony that life has to offer I suppose. My job which until recently I quite liked is getting to me, making me complacent and is quite boring. I have never been one to put up with something for long. I have done things only because I wanted to and I enjoyed doing the same. So where is it going to be , my next stop????? I wonder...

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